I'M ALIVE

Nov. 2nd, 2010 10:21 am
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So yeah, MCR has a new song and it's sexy as all shit they do is, but SERIOUSLY, GERARD. *guh* But really, I LOVE this song. It's so dirty-rock!
Here, someone ripped the important part for everyone to enjoy! XD



Okay, so... Life. Life's good, just been MAD busy, and I've got an MCR AU fic to finish in, like, a week (ohshit), but I THINK I can do it. Anyone wanna beta? Also, I've got my [livejournal.com profile] inception_bang due pretty damn soon, so I'm working on that (ohSHIT). So, what's happening in fandom recently? What've I missed, besides all you fabulous people?

Also, I've been watching a lot of the Killjoy concert videos, and is anyone else noticing this? Gerard is really animated during the Danger Days songs, strutting, dancing, and going, as he'd probably say, all-fucking-out on them, but on their old songs, even the super bombastic ones like INOK, he's pretty subdued, mainly just walking around with a few hand motions. The most I've seen was a bit of spazzing out in a couple songs. Now, I might be reading too much into this, but does anyone else think he might be getting sick of them? Of all the trappings that came with their old, darker image? Just wondering... This though kinda depresses me. :/
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*ahem* Okay, now that I have announced that this is most definitely not what I should be doing, I shall continue.

1) I want a boyfriend. Or a girlfriend. Of course, the guy at my school I like is 100%, limp-wristing Lord GaGa gay. And the girl is 100% straight. And the other one... You know the details. :/ Actually, what I really just want is to be in love. Like, good-fanfiction love (yes, this is apparently how I measure love now. :D)

2) I need to see Velvet Goldmine, Hard Candy, A Clockwork Orange, and Sunshine (Cillian Murhy Capa = SEX). Soon. Preferably with a friend. I wish I knew y'all in real life. You seem chill.

3) I want to see more non-linear romance movies. Like Eternal Sunshine, or my favorite JGL-hipster movie, (500) Days of Summer. Or even just really non-mainstream romances, like Moulin Rouge! or Once. Recs?

4) I'm reading this awesome, non-linear, really out-there book called House of Leaves by Mark Z. Danielewiski. READ. IT.

5) Na Na Na is out on iTunes tomorrow! EEEEEEE! *wants flaily redhead-Gerard fic plz*

6) For some reason, I miss Panic!, and its fantabulous fandom. Hopefully it'll come back soon. Anyone have any really good Ryden or GSF fics?

7) ETA: I got rid of the banner. Too much work to pick one out each time. *lol at my laziness*

8) I want a corset. A real one. They're sexy.

9) I've been feeling randomly down recently. IDK why, but I've just been kinda apathetic and mopey about everything. And I'm re-reading the PCCF, and, as usual, sobbing. :/

10) I'm probably going to make a super-exclusive friends group for those of you whom I interact with a lot and am pretty tight with, so that I can post ONE picture of myself (in massive sunglasses, of course). Comment with why you should be in it!

11) What are some good stock icon makers? I'm OBSESSED. XD
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Day 01 - Your favorite song
Day 02 - Your least favorite song
Day 03 - A song that makes you happy
Day 04 - A song that makes you sad
Day 05 - A song that reminds you of someone
Day 06 - A song that reminds of you of somewhere
Day 07 - A song that reminds you of a certain event
Day 08 - A song that you know all the words to
Day 09 - A song that you can dance to
Day 10 - A song that makes you fall asleep
Day 11 - A song from your favorite band
Day 12 - A song from a band you hate
Day 13 - A song that is a guilty pleasure
Day 14 - A song that no one would expect you to love
Day 15 - A song that describes you
Day 16 - A song that you used to love but now hate
Day 17 - A song that you hear often on the radio
Day 18 - A song that you wish you heard on the radio
Day 19 - A song from your favorite album
Day 20 - A song that you listen to when you’re angry
Day 21 - A song that you listen to when you’re happy
Day 22 - A song that you listen to when you’re sad
Day 23 - A song that you want to play at your wedding
Day 24 - A song that you want to play at your funeral
Day 25 - A song that makes you laugh
Day 26 - A song that you can play on an instrument
Day 27 - A song that you wish you could play

Day 28 - A song that makes you feel guilty

I really tried not to double up on songs, but this one is the only song that makes me feel guilty. As I said before, this song makes me feel better about loving MCR, and Gerard, because it reminds me that they are still great people, great inspirations, and that they do mean something to people, including me. But it also dredges up those feelings of being in the wrong just for liking them so much, and I always feel this bittersweet happy-guilt combo whenever I listen to this song. It's so, so beautiful.

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I'm working on a Killjoyverse fic, with this basic plot summary:

In 2015, the government, now corrupt, realized the power the airwaves had to influence people. They then set out on a mission to clear them, taking control of all radio stations and eliminating all other contenders. In other words, killing all musicians. Some went into hiding, others fled. My Chemical Romance was one of the few that did neither, fighting back with secret concerts, pirated radio shows, and gunfights with the government's agents. In the four years that followed, they gained and lost allies, took on aliases, changed their looks, and formed a small, ragtag team opposing new, systematic life. They watched as people lost their right to listen, government stations now being broadcast straight to their brains, and saw the way life transformed into large "cities" or broadcasting and frequency propaganda, with everything outside the limits a radioactive wasteland. And then they found an ally: Dr. Death Defying, the DJ of a secret radio station pumping out new, fresh music for the masses, those who refused to give in, to listen to. He "sponsored" them, playing them daily. Their new goal? To not go down without a fight.

Would anyone be interested in reading this? I have no idea if it's any good or not. It'll have Frank/Gerard and Pete/Mikey, character death, general music references and characters from all genres, and I've been using GirlAutomatic for all the details to make it as "canon" as I can. So should I write it? It'll probably be EPICALLY long, so I don't write to want something people aren't interested in. Thanks for any feedback!
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Day 01 - Your favorite song
Day 02 - Your least favorite song
Day 03 - A song that makes you happy
Day 04 - A song that makes you sad
Day 05 - A song that reminds you of someone
Day 06 - A song that reminds of you of somewhere
Day 07 - A song that reminds you of a certain event
Day 08 - A song that you know all the words to
Day 09 - A song that you can dance to
Day 10 - A song that makes you fall asleep
Day 11 - A song from your favorite band
Day 12 - A song from a band you hate
Day 13 - A song that is a guilty pleasure
Day 14 - A song that no one would expect you to love
Day 15 - A song that describes you
Day 16 - A song that you used to love but now hate
Day 17 - A song that you hear often on the radio
Day 18 - A song that you wish you heard on the radio
Day 19 - A song from your favorite album
Day 20 - A song that you listen to when you’re angry
Day 21 - A song that you listen to when you’re happy

Day 22 - A song that you listen to when you’re sad

Okay, so this is kind of hard to tell and explain, but I'll do my best. You Guardian Angel, by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. Here's why: When I first learned about MCR, I got heavy into them. I was, for a period of about six months, one of those blind fans who hang off of every word and action without questioning it. I let them influence a lot of who I am today, my opinions, my styles, my inspirations. And then I happened onto a certain gossip site which pointed out to me all of their, and especially my idol, Gerard's, faults and wrongdoings. I was crushed. Not that they'd done that stuff, although that hurt, but that I'd let myself love such people so much. I stayed on that site for about a month and a half to two months, then left. It wasn't healthy; it was only making me hate myself. And then I saw this video. It reminded me why I loved them, and him, so much, and how they really did, if not save me, but change me. And it made me feel okay about it. It reminded me that just because they're not perfect, they're flawed and human, doesn't mean I can't love them still. So whenever I see this video, or even hear this song, it puts me back into that mindset again. Even though it makes me cry, it makes me feel so much better.

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ADVANCE WARNING FOR CAPSLOCK SQUEE OF AWESOMETACULARNESS, 'KAY? :D

OK OMG I KNOW I'M PROBABLY SPAMMING YOUR F-LIST BUT IT'S WORTH WATCHING OVER AND OVER AGAIN. OH MY GOD GERARD BROUGHT THE RED HAIR BACK AND HAD A MASK, YES A MASQUERADE MASK, AND FRANK AND MIKEY LOOK LIKE TOTAL BAMFS AND ROLLERSKATES AND RADIO DJS AND MINI!RAY TOROS HANGING OUT OF CAR WINDOWS AND FRERARD GAZES, YES FLIPPING GAZES, FULL OF BADASSNESS AND FLIPPING LUSTING, AND KICK-ASS FLAG-BEARING THIGH-HOLSTERING RAY-GUN-BRANDISHING LEATHER-WEARING POWER RANGER REBEL FORCES OF MUSIC? HOLY CRAP I CANNOT WAIT. AT ALL. THEY ARE SUCH GEEKS AND NERDS WHO LIKE TO DRESS UP AS COMIC BOOK CHARACTERS AND I LOVE THEM SO MUCH (MCR MOODTHEME? YOU'VE BEEN BROUGHT BACK. :D) THIS IS GOING TO BE WHEN I POP MY CONCERT CHERRY, I CAN FREAKING FEEL IT! 22 NOVEMBER, LET'S BEGIN THE COUNTDOWN!




And now for a bit of coherency: the song itself. I think it sounds cool, and I can definitely see the pop influences, but, as I totally called, it just sounds more like INOK than TBP, except for Dead!, which is cool. I don't love it, but I really like it. AND IT'S MCR WITH ACTUAL NEWS SO IT'S ALL OKAY AMIRITE?! XD

ETA: THERE ARE ICONS, PEOPLE. ICONS. FLOATING ACROSS THE INTERWEBZ. GO GRAB SOME. NAO. XD
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[livejournal.com profile] meiloslyther - Top Five Panic! and MCR songs

Panic! At The Disco )My Chemical Romance )
[livejournal.com profile] ladyfoxxx - Top Five Pieces of Personal CanonPersonal canon )

[livejournal.com profile] disarm_d - Top Five Panic! StoriesAn abundance of Colin )
Part 2 to follow with Brendon pics! :D
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Title: Surprisingly Unsurprising
Pairing: Gerard/Mikey/Ryan, Pete/Patrick and Frank/Gerard if you squint
Rating: R
Content: Incest, threesome sex, voyeurism, snowballing
Disclaimer: I don't own them, no matter how many times I wish on 11:11, and these events are, as far as I know, the work of fiction. If Google abuse brought you here, and you know and/or are those involved, please don't read.
Summary: Rather unsurprisingly, it's all Pete's fault. Written for [livejournal.com profile] turps33 for [livejournal.com profile] waysplusone .
Author's Note: Ah, last-minute fics. How I do love them so.


Rather unsurprisingly, it's all Pete's fault. )
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I decided to finally post my I-Search essay, a school assignment on a self-chosen "personal" topic. I chose:
How and why people are people judged based on their musical preferences, and how have these stereotyped become so ubiquitous?
I feel really proud of this essay, and I managed to discuss several things I care deeply about, such as the Hannah Bond incident, and I even quoted Gerard Way twice, so please let me know what you think!


You Are What You... Hear? )
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Title: Behind the Front
Pairing: Frank Iero/Gerard Way, Ryan Ross/Brendon Urie
Rating: PG
Warning: One instance of f-ck, a platonic kiss
Disclaimer: I don't own them, no matter how many times I wish on 11:11, and these events are, as far as I know, the work of fiction. If Google abuse brought you here, and you know and/or are those involved, please don't read.
Summary: MCR was invited to the cabin, and the two frontmen bond over being just that — fronts.
Challenge Number: [info]picturethis_mcr 's Challenge Number 6
Author's Note: [info]behindthec's PCCF has ruined me for vacations, because every time I see an image of a lake with a dock, even more so if sepia-toned, I'm gonna picture Panic!'s cabin. This is no exception.


Gerard sits at the end of the dock, exhaling carcinogens into the night )
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For this, comment if you'd like a color, and then post a picspam of your chosen person involving that color.

l officially hate [livejournal.com profile] meiloslyther for being an awful person and giving me GREEN. Because I chose Gerard Way. Why couldn't he choose red?!

However, let me make the most of it.

Gerard way in all his greeny glory )

Try it yourself; it's quite fun and it gives an excuse to dig through your pics!
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This challenge is from [livejournal.com profile] ladyfoxxx: Given four people, who would you kiss, shag, marry, and toss over a cliff? I was given Gerard and Mikey Way, Frank Iero, and Bob Bryar. Who did I pick? Well, here are my answers!

Comment if you want to join in; pictures must be included.

MCR Meme of Awesomeness )
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I found several good MCR fics, I remember, but then I lost the links... :( Help a girl out here?

Long List is LONG )
Please help me find these! :)

Broken

Jul. 8th, 2010 02:28 am
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Title: Broken
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Frank/Gerard
Warning: Language, implied sex
Summary: Frank left Gerard, and now he has to deal with the aftermath.
Disclaimer: I don't own them, no matter how many times I wish on 11:11, and these events are, as far as I know, the work of fiction. If Google abuse brought you here, and you know and/or are those involved, please don't read.
Author's Notes: I was kind of on a Frerard kick after reading some really good ones (namely, Conclusions by [livejournal.com profile] bexless), so I decided to finally write this plot bunny I've been breeding for some time. It's a first time, and very angsty, fic, so I hope you enjoy!


"I'm sorry, Gee." And the worst part is, he is. )

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