not from concentrate

1) I want a boyfriend. Or a girlfriend. Of course, the guy at my school I like is 100%, limp-wristing Lord GaGa gay. And the girl is 100% straight. And the other one... You know the details. :/ Actually, what I really just want is to be in love. Like, good-fanfiction love (yes, this is apparently how I measure love now. :D)

2) I need to see Velvet Goldmine, Hard Candy, A Clockwork Orange, and Sunshine (Cillian Murhy Capa = SEX). Soon. Preferably with a friend. I wish I knew y'all in real life. You seem chill.

3) I want to see more non-linear romance movies. Like Eternal Sunshine, or my favorite JGL-hipster movie, (500) Days of Summer. Or even just really non-mainstream romances, like Moulin Rouge! or Once. Recs?

4) I'm reading this awesome, non-linear, really out-there book called House of Leaves by Mark Z. Danielewiski. READ. IT.

5) Na Na Na is out on iTunes tomorrow! EEEEEEE! *wants flaily redhead-Gerard fic plz*

6) For some reason, I miss Panic!, and its fantabulous fandom. Hopefully it'll come back soon. Anyone have any really good Ryden or GSF fics?

7) ETA: I got rid of the banner. Too much work to pick one out each time. *lol at my laziness*

8) I want a corset. A real one. They're sexy.

9) I've been feeling randomly down recently. IDK why, but I've just been kinda apathetic and mopey about everything. And I'm re-reading the PCCF, and, as usual, sobbing. :/

10) I'm probably going to make a super-exclusive friends group for those of you whom I interact with a lot and am pretty tight with, so that I can post ONE picture of myself (in massive sunglasses, of course). Comment with why you should be in it!

11) What are some good stock icon makers? I'm OBSESSED. XD

meiloslyther - Top Five Panic! and MCR songs

( Panic! At The Disco )( My Chemical Romance )
ladyfoxxx - Top Five Pieces of Personal Canon( Personal canon )

disarm_d - Top Five Panic! Stories( An abundance of Colin )
Part 2 to follow with Brendon pics! :D

I think I might be the luckiest bingo-card picker in all of the world... On every card, I get AT LEAST THREE awesome prompts (and several workable ones)!

This time, it was kissbingo. 'Cause I'm a hopeless romantic like that. It even has a cute pink background!

greetings: goodnight	body: back	time: old	greetings: hello	location: under the mistletoe
body: neck	location: sunset	experimental: ice	body: elbow	type: Eskimo
greetings: goodbye	type: butterfly	WILD CARD	experimental: licking	time: quick
experimental: shotgun	other: to put them to sleep	body: wrist	body: toes	other: while talking
body: fingers	type: dirty	emotion: love	type: emoticon (:*)	face: lips

The ones I was hoping for? Lips, wrist (the better to Ryden with, my dear), and butterfly. AND I GOT THEM MOTHERTRUCKING ALL!!!

Title: Behind the Front
Pairing: Frank Iero/Gerard Way, Ryan Ross/Brendon Urie
Rating: PG
Warning: One instance of f-ck, a platonic kiss
Disclaimer: I don't own them, no matter how many times I wish on 11:11, and these events are, as far as I know, the work of fiction. If Google abuse brought you here, and you know and/or are those involved, please don't read.
Summary: MCR was invited to the cabin, and the two frontmen bond over being just that — fronts.
Challenge Number: picturethis_mcr 's Challenge Number 6
Author's Note: behindthec's PCCF has ruined me for vacations, because every time I see an image of a lake with a dock, even more so if sepia-toned, I'm gonna picture Panic!'s cabin. This is no exception.


( Gerard sits at the end of the dock, exhaling carcinogens into the night )

Look, I signed up for schmoop_bingo too! Schmoop, or fluff, has got to be the best invention in all of fandom (besides angst). And, as a hopeless romantic, I loveloveLOVE those stories that just make you go AWW and want to hug someone!

Plus, the card comes in this lovely shade of pink!

gift giving	baby – shower	looking at the stars	caught in the rain	autumn holiday/festival
first fight – making up	long-lost love	day at the beach	blind date	shopping
kiss – first	sunburn	WILD CARD	nuzzling	sleepy times
pillow fight	cuddling in public	cuddling with pets	anniversary – one partner sick	cuddling by the fire
friendship	fever	boat ride	baby – setting up nursery	baking cookies

I think that this has major SQUEE potential. like, MAJOR. bb!Ryden, anyone? :D

As usual, any suggestions?

So... This year I decided to take the plunge and enter the kink bingo. I've got a couple thoughts brewing in my head, and I got some GREAT kinks this year.


So here were some plotbunnies that attacked me on site:
- Exhibitionism: Frerard sex on a stage at night, possible Adam/Gerard instead
- Blades: Evan/Johnny with ice skates
- Bondage (held down): Ryden, with a wrist-fetishizing sub!Ryan
- Film/photography: Frerard. I can just incorporate a scene from my current photographer!Frank story in, or write a deleted scene!
- Virginity/celibacy: Ryden. Brendon's first time. 'Nuff said.
- Wet and messy: This is calling for a sex-in-the-Idol-mansion-pool Kradam, what do you think?

All thoughts and opinions are greatly appreciated!